it's a sad day of realization for you when you sit down to watch cartoons and you've already seen that episode of dextar's laboratory, twice! it's even more sad when you settle for watching rugrats. and people wonder why i'm so weird. not acknowledging that you're weird is worse than embracing it whole-heartedly. because if everyone was "normal", how boring would that be?

the method in which people approach relationships with a love interest can be explained as the same way they approach the waves in the sea. some people dive right in getting head deep going after every way they possibly can and every now and then riding a good one in all the way; but they all end. others sit out a little away from shore occasionally riding a wave in for a brief moment but always looking for that exact perfect one; it'll never come. still some want to go in after a wave but they're too afraid and so they never get their toes wet because they're too afraid to get knocked under; everything involves a risk. some people will play in the waves a little while but then get out because they're perfectly content to sit on the beach watching others; nothing will happen is you just sit there. and still there are other people that are holding on to one particular wave determined that it's going to be the one wave perfect for them to ride all the way in; the perfect one could be right behind you if you'd just let this one go and look around. how are you going to catch your wave?