they've always told me I should write a book of my random thoughts

Sunday, April 25, 2004

Have you ever felt that you're in a situation in which you've put so much in to it and aren't getting anything near that amount out. You've given your time, your effort, your engery, your GPA, your money, your social life, you image, and even your best friend. And what do you get out? Some people would say friends... already have those. Some people say social life.... can you really have a social life when half the people hate each other and everyone's drunk out of their mind? Some people say a good outlet into other organizations.... nope that's not true, the other organizations I got into, it didn't get me into it. And it sure isn't helping me get into grad school. I have given everything to this group.. well, everything that was in my power to give, without breaking the law. And I haven't gotten anything. Not even a simple sincerely "Thank you."